Should i take it he just wasn't interested..?after all this time never thought i could feel this way about?

It sounds like you are going through the same thing I went through. I got married when I was 37. Everyone in my family was married. I have 2 brothers and 3 sisters. Everyone of them was married. I had finally found someone, but my biggest mistake was rushing it. After 6 months of dating, we got married. I should have waited to know her more before I married her. In other words I rushed it hoping to finally be married like the rest of my family was. It didn't work. Now I was on a dating site since October. This woman winked me but I put her off. A month later, she winks again so that convinced me that she was very interested in me. We have talked a couple of times. We can't wait to see each other for the first time around the 4th of July. My advice is to give it some time. Hang in there and never give. It might pay off in the long run. Enjoy your life while you are still single. Every man is different. The same goes for the women. All women are not the same. If you have sisters then think about. Do all of you have the same hobbies. Do all of them have the same favorite meal. This is just an example of everyone not being the same. Good luck in finding your mate. I hope this encouraged you to hang in there.