Christian's why do you go on?

I see this world for what it is. I'm not a pessimist but a realist, people have no morals or values anymore. It's a dog-eat-dog world and those who brown nose and gossip are the ones who make it to the top. I'm sick of it!!! This whole way of life, nobody cares about the Bible anymore, it's just a joke to be ridiculed.... I don't know if I can do it anymore. The economy, people's spiritual state, the world in general. I can honestly say I'm losing hope and faith. I know the Bible I read it exhaustively, I believe in God and Jesus, so I know all of the scriptures, but they don't help anymore neither does prayer. I go off to the mountains and take a hike with my Bible just to meditate and pray and I don't think I can do it anymore....Sometimes I think there's just something wrong with me.