I want to kill myself?

I am so sorry for you sweetie ;( first I'll tell you that even if you have no friends, your family LOVES you very much and always will, even if they dont show it. If you kill yourself they will be extremely hurt. The best thing you shud know is that APPEARANCES DONT MATTER, and there is always someone else in the world who has it much worse than you! I'm so sorry there isnt much i can do to help! :) love u!